felt this way in a loooooooong time.
…and i am still awake. WIDE AWAKE now. why? I still don’t know.
…and i am still awake. why? i don’t even know.
I’m sorry I’ve taken you for granted. I’m sorry I don’t spend as much time with you anymore. I miss you. You were so genuine to me, and here I just brush you away like nothing. I fricken love you. I know you’ll always be there for me so I’m sorry for being such a jerk. Sorry for ignoring you. You’ll always be my “bestie” remember that okay?
…i’m sorry my drawing table. i would love to spend more time with you but these wallets be taking up my time right now. I’ll get back on you as soon as I get the chance.
oh and tell the pastels and the paints that I’ll see them again soon too.
No, just stop. I’m tired of seeing kids post Twitter/FB/Tumblr updates, post pictures of them doing those “cool” stuff, or even calling other people, to inform them that they’re “gone,” “hella high,” “lightheaded,” “hotboxin’,” etc. You get the point. What the hell are you kids trying to prove? That you’re “cool” to be doing that at this age? Well, YOU FAIL. STFU PLEASE. In reality, you’re practically saying “DUDE, MY KIDNEYS AND LUNGS ARE DYING! THIS IS IS SO FUN.” Don’t give me bs saying “I’m stressed. I have to do it” or “Dude, we only have one life! Let’s have some fun!” There are so many better alternatives but you’re too ignorant to see it. Go, have fun. Go drink, smoke, pop, etc. You’re probably having fun now but you’ll get it when you get older. Trust me on that. Before my grandpa passed away, he told my Dad to tell all of us not to do all of those bad things because we’ll end up in the hospital like he did. This post is MAINLY targeted to the under-aged kids who flaunt the fact that they’re “getting high,” “lightheaded,” or “wasted.” Keep that to yourself; no one cares. If you drink or smoke or any of that ish, I wouldn’t mind keeping you as a friend. I respect your decision; it’s your life, not mine. But if you start flaunting it, pressuring me to do that stuff, calling me a “fag” for not doing it, acting like a complete douchebag, etc. , I’ll be glad to kick you out of my life.
lol. hey guys! we’re cool.
…and i just flashbacked to summer vacation 2 years ago. man that was an awesome summer break.
“A white couple in Visalia adopted a baby from Haiti. Awwww Darren can we get one?!”
god lifted them right open.
thank you ms.loida! :D
oh how i hate thee. and i really do mean HATE. why must you be sooo frustrating to learn. yet, i can’t even say learn myself because i haven’t learned anything about you. why must you be sooo complicated with all your vocab and some. why must i try to learn you on my own since my own teacher does NOT know how to teach it to me. i honestly would rather watch paint dry then try to sit in the class for practically 3 whole hours. and why must i suffer through you again the next day for another 3 whole hours. oh human anatomy…why must you get in the way of me becoming a nurse. i know you are important but you make it hard for little asian people like myself to get to that goal. i left you halfway through class today because i got frustrated. i got mad at you for making it sooo hard for me to enjoy this semester back home. i loathe school because of you. i actually enjoyed school [in a way] in san diego. but no. you must ruin it for me. i want to drop you sooo bad but you’re the only thing that holds me at being a “full time student” and yet my parents think i can just pull a good grade out of my a** from you. i only loathe you more by writing this so i give a great big middle finger to you human anatomy. thanks for being such an awesome class…